things that happen but cant be changed are the won

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

I am sooo in trouble!

There is sooo much to say but soo little time! Well i will start off by saying i am dumb! Today i was suspended from school and i was yesterday too!! I got in trouble for harassing this girl and the cops brought me home! I am grounded until next tuesday and i miss my boyfrend. My mom is going to put me in a shelter for her not being able to deal with me and my anger. I cant help if i express my anger differently than others and i cant help that i have ebd (emotional behavior disorder). I guess i am dumb but i only get myself into trouble is because i want someone to worry about me. I just want to be noticed by my parents because obviously my little 10 year old sister gets all the love and attention and what do i get? Ignoring parents who say "Do whatever you want, i dont care anymore." Wouldnt u do anything for your parents attention and love if u hear this ever so often? Tell me this, why do parents give tough love to the oldest but never ending love to the youngest? Soo what if she's 5 years younger than me? That's not much of a difference! Everytime my sister hurts me she fake crys and pretends i hurt her soo i get grounded for something i didn't do! She should be an actress the way she acts. She is a mega drama queen!


5 facts about my sister
  • She has a very hairy back and legs(she's only 10 in fourth grade and she already needs to shave)
  • She has no friends
  • She likes girls and guys
  • she thinks that if i say we are going somewhere monday and its friday she'll say "we are going tomorrow" and its like you know it's friday and i said monday not saturday
  • she is hyperactive

well thats all for now bye!!